Friday, October 22, 2010

"Promises You Can't Keep"

Do promises you can't keep ring a bell? As a child, you've heard your parents or relatives say that they will promise you something if you will be good. One way or the other, they will give you what they have promised, good or not. But as you start to grow and have the chance to mingle with other people promises are sometimes the hard things to fulfill. Maybe we need to think beforehand what we know we can do and cannot do before opening our mouths. Am I right?
As I was sipping my wine and writing, I had the idea of enumerating some of the promises that I've heard but were never done. But after my last gulp of my wine, I've stopped. Why bother myself from thinking about these people who have the nerve to make such promises when they know they were the one who will break it first? I am happy to realize that I am not one of them. Even when my kids were just little, I have made sure that whenever the word promise goes out from my mouth; I always make it sure that I keep it. I wanted them to know the value of it. It was not really hard to do because I have learned from my past that words are such powerful tool that will help our children be guided until such time that they will start their own lives.
Your trust to a person will be very much affected if promises were made but they have decided to break it. I pity those people who do not deserve such trust. You may think you have the things you will ever want now. But always remember that love, trust, and promises you can't keep go hand in hand. Without these things, you will never be completely happy.

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Wednesday, October 6, 2010 Journey To Life

"Journey To Life"

I was left on my own just now after my kids went to bed. I felt the need to write again. I've been into my deep thoughts again for consecutive nights now. It was really exhausting since all thoughts are just from just one thing. My life now and my life before I've decided to leave my house and the person I always thought to be my life time partner. Sometimes I can't help but wonder if right decisions were made at the right time in my life. Well, who would have known that I would be here alone writing at this time when for the past years I didn't think of anything else but clean the dishes or watching television while waiting for him to come home from work. I didn't expect this at all. But I am now here and I am not regretting every decisions I have made. My world now is new to me. But I am getting used to the idea of being on my own for now.
It's quite amazing that you have the strength and the courage to face every changes in life.It will surely be a hard and long process but I know for a fact that it will be worth the while. You will surely feel like these things are really needed so you will finally have the chance not to be better but to be the best that you can possibly be. And from here you can see clearly where you want to go and what else is missing that you want to achieve. This is what I call my endless journey to life. With every journey I'm into, I always make sure that I have something I can bring as weapon to whatever circumstances I may be. It's the unconditional love that I have been giving since my first journey.And I will still continue to give this  unconditional love out till my last journey to life. 

Monday, October 4, 2010

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Thursday, September 30, 2010

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Tuesday, September 14, 2010

If you won a million dollars what would you do with it?

I'll buy a big house for my mom and 2 kids, then half of what's left, I'll give to mom...

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I love you. Can I be the one you love now?

No... You do not ask me to love you. Prove to me that you are worthy of my love first then we'll see... : )

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If Abnoynoy the Abnormal weren't elected as president do you think the Philippines would be in the same shit as we are at this point in time?

Before and after our President, we are already in deep shit. We should do something, anything for our country. Maybe we can start with trusting the one we've voted as President. Then let's just see what more we can do as ONE after....

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Tuesday, September 7, 2010 Road To Happiness

The Road To Happiness

An early morning as always, while sipping a hot cup of coffee, my mind started to drift away again. After that, it felt like the 90's again. I was young and full of life . I didn't care then what my future would be. I got almost everything girl my age wished for. It was an easy life for me. As I was finishing my coffee, I smiled while recalling my life. It's amazing how time flies so fast. And it is also amazing how simple things back then give you so much joy. 
I'm now here again to start another journey in my life. I am now through living my life always trying to please people around me. This journey now is all about finding me and taking the pleasure of being alone in this road into my inner happiness. I know I won't be alone literally because I have my family and friends looking after me. But I know I have to be alone determining what, where, when, and how I can achieve whatever I want out of what's left with my life. This is my journey to love, happiness, and LIFE...

Monday, August 30, 2010

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Thursday, July 15, 2010

Experience Life And Make Memories

A storm just passed yesterday which led to no electricity, and of course no internet connection. This maybe the most dragging day I've experienced since last year. And this event gave me ample of time to think about my life now. I've survived a lot of struggles these past few months. And I find it really amazing that I am still smiling like the way I used to. I can see now my life slowly taking the path that I've chosen. I know the "now" concept that I'm living now is somewhat unrealistic for others who are always thinking of what the future will bring to them. But for me, this was the only solution I can think of to let myself have the chance to experience life one day at a time. I can say that now I am stronger and braver as days passed. 
Surviving incidents coming in and out of my life serves now as my tools in fulfilling the life I want to achieve. My only goal really is to know the real me. And the feeling of contentment follows after this. I don't really need expensive things to buy. I just want a simple but a memorable life. I am taking my sweet time to experience life and make memories that will last me my lifetime. I have learned that the real achievement a person can have is that there will be good times you can remember and relay to others when your already old. These good memories will serve as testimonies to all the journeys that I was happy to have gone through.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Dream Of Mine

I've been watching a personal video from my former classmate when I felt sudden sadness within me. Is there really a "forever " in loving a person? This is just one of those nights when I feel so alone. All I wanted then was simple life with the man I love. But I was surprised when that dream of mine was completely thrown out of the garbage and I guess not to be seen again. My question is how can you start to have that same dream again when you know it doesn't seem to exist? Will it just be a waste of time to try my luck all over again? I want to say to myself that everything will fall into their places in time. I don't know how or when, I just have the feeling it will soon. I have no answers to all of my questions yet. But for now, I will go on living and loving the best possible way I can. I will accept whatever pain and happiness that will come out of my decisions from now on. I am not afraid to be alone again. I am just sad that I know that the time will come. It will be a dragging process just like before. But I am hoping that I will stay stronger and love some more. And most of all, I know in my heart that this dream of mine will come true.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

My Choices

I've tried to rediscover myself for the last few months. I've been wanting to see what it's like for me now that I'm alone. ( Well, not really, in the eyes of those people around me.) It boils down to one question right now in my head... Am I happy this way??? I do hope I can find the answer while writing this down. Bear in mind though that I'm just writing these facts now just to clear my mind off some things that's been keeping me busy late at night.

The life that I was made to live in then was my own choice.And as seeing my kids grow, I can say that I'm happy that instead of having a career of my own just like the other mother's out there, I chose to stay.( He asked me to.But I didn't mind at all.) I wanted to work but I also wanted my kids to have a full time mother taking care of them not like what I've experienced during my childhood years.I was happy just to be there for them.I know that I've made the right choice. And if I'll be given the chance, I would still have that same choice. And never will I regret it.I could never exchange a successful career with the unexplained happiness of being a mother to my children.

I remember on one of our fights, he told me that it was wrong for me to do what he wanted me to do at that time. And that made me think. Maybe, he wanted me to be somebody else. After that, I've made another choice, my freedom.Loving a person is not really not easy after all. And getting to know each other will not just take you years. But rather, It will probably take you a lifetime.
I chose to be free and live my life all over again. I am proud to say that I have given all there was to give. As I'm starting all over again, I cannot argue with the fact that it's really hard to take a chance again without thinking that my past would still haunt me. I can say that for now, I am happy because I've chosen my freedom to live again. For because of this, I have found a love to keep me sane again. I am now more stronger and more eager to face my future with the person I love.

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How can you stay to look young even after your past experiences?

I do not think I look young after everything I've been through... But if you ask me how to stay sane after that, I think I know now the answer. Keep your mind and heart pure. Everything will be okay after that...:)

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Monday, May 17, 2010 The End Of My Journey

"The End Of My Journey"

From my 35 years of existence, I've learned a lot. I have learned from hardships in life my patience, determination, and the trust coming from Him that everything happens for a reason. Most of all I have learned to love others like they are precious stones to be cherished. The last thing that I know I've learned for the past months was to love myself before anything else. It's more harder to love myself than to love others for me. I have spent a lot more waking hours trying to figure out what will make me think and feel worthy of all the blessings He has given me. As I come to the end of my journey, It just came to me what role I am to portray in this lifetime. I came here to spread unconditional love to my family and friends. I am now ready to begin my journey doing this by making myself happy first and to continue to live my life one day at a time. Loving myself before loving others will be a big step for me to reach my goal here on earth, which is to give life and love to everybody who are in need. As I walk through the end of my journey, I can proudly say to Him, " My creator, my work is finished...". Just My Thoughts

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Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Life Without Love and Love Without Life

My sister always tell me that I cannot live without having someone special in my life. Come to think of it, Maybe she is right after all. Or not... I'm asking myself sometimes if having a boyfriend is a necessity for me. My answer? No... Though I've had just a little time spent alone, it is really difference if I'm with someone or not. I think it became an advantage for me when I was left alone. It helped me figure out what I want out of life. Needing someone close to me is a nice feeling I know. But it all just a passing. Of course, I am not saying I am not in love right now or I don't find my man a blessing to me. He is one of my inspiration to become the best of what I am. But if in the future I will not have any choice but to be alone, then so be it. I can now say that I can find ways to make myself happy and contented wherever life and my love will take me. I would prefer a life without love than a love without a life. So, what do you prefer? Life without love? Love without life? You choose...

Tuesday, April 27, 2010 " My Fate "

" My Fate "

I've been living for months now away from my so called home. I don't know what my future would bring after all that had happened. Starting all over again is something I never thought I will do considering I'm already half the age of my entire life. This is what I always hear from others that you will never know what and where fate will bring you. It's hard to even imagine that after all what I've been through, past still brought me here where there will surely be no way to go but to be alone like what I'm afraid of. Creamy Pork chop for Dinner

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Wednesday, April 14, 2010 Coffee For Thoughts"

"Coffee for Thoughts"

I went out yesterday with my cousin and my best friend skinny B. We had coffee at the end of the day. It was nice as usual..., coffee for thoughts... We had again a giggling time talking about things that others may seemed not to get. Our talks as always went from our future( with bath tub involved..LOL) to our past lives. Honestly, our thoughts are just our thoughts. We don't mind really where our lives will take us as long as we are in control of events either good or bad. If good, we will surely laugh and smile about it. And if bad, well, we will try to laugh about it. What is important is that we learn from them one way or another. I always look forward to this small talks just because of two things. One is coffee for our relaxation, and two for those thoughts wandering in our minds that need to be released. So, coffee for thoughts anyone??? "Finding Me" Registry Repair Pack Guide WHERE IS OUR TRUE HOME?

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Sunday, April 11, 2010

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Saturday, April 10, 2010

" A New Journey"

I have been living my life one day at a time. I have no expectations, schedules, or plans. I am now without regrets, pains, and a future in my path. Where do you think life will take me? I am now in a new journey of my life now. I have been here once or even twice, but it feels new again for me. I can say that I am happy and I will always make myself happy whatever life will take me. This is not just because I am more positive towards my life. But rather, I am contented with whatever life and love will give me.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

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Tuesday, January 5, 2010

If you could have been the author of any book, what would it have been?

I would say I could have been Danielle Steele if given the chance to be an

author. She must travel a lot for her to write about places with so much familiarity and consistency. I also want to travel and see the world.

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What’s more painful? Leaving without saying goodbye or saying goodbye without leaving?

I guess what is more painful is leaving without saying goodbye. You may never know what that person really feels that made him leave. Saying goodbye without leaving is less painful coz somehow you will have a clue why goodbye is being said. Your heart maybe hurting but at least you know why...

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