I've been living for months now away from my so called home. I don't know what my future would bring after all that had happened. Starting all over again is something I never thought I will do considering I'm already half the age of my entire life. This is what I always hear from others that you will never know what and where fate will bring you. It's hard to even imagine that after all what I've been through, past still brought me here where there will surely be no way to go but to be alone like what I'm afraid of.