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Experience Life And Make Memories

A storm just passed yesterday which led to no electricity, and of course no internet connection. This maybe the most dragging day I've experienced since last year. And this event gave me ample of time to think about my life now. I've survived a lot of struggles these past few months. And I find it really amazing that I am still smiling like the way I used to. I can see now my life slowly taking the path that I've chosen. I know the "now" concept that I'm living now is somewhat unrealistic for others who are always thinking of what the future will bring to them. But for me, this was the only solution I can think of to let myself have the chance to experience life one day at a time. I can say that now I am stronger and braver as days passed. 
Surviving incidents coming in and out of my life serves now as my tools in fulfilling the life I want to achieve. My only goal really is to know the real me. And the feeling of contentment follows after this. I don't really need expensive things to buy. I just want a simple but a memorable life. I am taking my sweet time to experience life and make memories that will last me my lifetime. I have learned that the real achievement a person can have is that there will be good times you can remember and relay to others when your already old. These good memories will serve as testimonies to all the journeys that I was happy to have gone through.

Dream Of Mine

I've been watching a personal video from my former classmate when I felt sudden sadness within me. Is there really a "forever " in loving a person? This is just one of those nights when I feel so alone. All I wanted then was simple life with the man I love. But I was surprised when that dream of mine was completely thrown out of the garbage and I guess not to be seen again. My question is how can you start to have that same dream again when you know it doesn't seem to exist? Will it just be a waste of time to try my luck all over again? I want to say to myself that everything will fall into their places in time. I don't know how or when, I just have the feeling it will soon. I have no answers to all of my questions yet. But for now, I will go on living and loving the best possible way I can. I will accept whatever pain and happiness that will come out of my decisions from now on. I am not afraid to be alone again. I am just sad that I know that the time will come. It will be a dragging process just like before. But I am hoping that I will stay stronger and love some more. And most of all, I know in my heart that this dream of mine will come true.